There has got to be a time when you need to grow up in faith. You need to get past your spiritual immaturity and become mature in Christ. Maturity comes from practice, be in the word, worship, prayer, giving and serving. Exercise discernment between good and evil.
2nd Corinthians 13:5- Test yourselves to see if you are in faith: examine yourselves. Or do you not recognize this about yourself that Jesus Christ is in you, unless in-deed you fail the test.